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    August 11

    上下振動..so emotional``

    很久不曾更新
    因為心情太復雜
    一直悲喜交加的.. 
    我總是覺得我熬不到明年
    總覺得自己是很明顯白羊性格的雙魚
    但默默發現.其實自己這麼久以來.一直很脆弱.很憂愁
    在人前的開心活潑
    到底那是我的面具..還是我祗是想掩蓋自己的哀傷?
    今天又是情緒不斷振動的一天..*甚麼振動啊``你以為說股市啊~!
    早上用別人手機上hp....被默默的shock到...盡管最後我可能會發現是自己想太多
    下午去聚會..本來一年不見..大家吹水很開心呢``
    但女生們默默在我扭頭跟別人說話的時候提到某人..興高采烈地八卦
    我還不知死活扭頭回去問"你們在說誰呀"``
    她們猶豫了一下..有人告訴我..
    俺...馬上..呆愣
    再加上知道我們很多事的一女生說"早叫你不要多嘴問了呃"...我差點沒想直接從七樓破窗往下自由落體
    其實每年一次的聚會..回來之後我都很黯然
    耂娘就是沒家屬..怎樣!!!!!
    沒家屬不可恥!!!!!
    因為PYC..耂娘甘愿沒家屬..但是
    PYC你能不能稍微安分一點!!!!!
    不然...Je vais te couper l'anneé prochaine!!!M'attend!!!
    果然是怒了..=v=
    最近很容易被激怒
    無論是那個其實不關我事的"只要你說你不會說謊我就相信"
    還是那個"因為事業得到愛情"
    我都那麼激動...我果然是不讓自己好活啊```
    C'est vrai..哪天嚴重shock我一下..我就走不下去了..
    一年..不長也不短..祗是誰都沒法知道明天的事..更何況是明年呢
    這是為了自己可能的退縮找借口麼?
    7:28 PM | Blog it

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